Jaynes journey through life....

32 Years

2010-06-03T08:27:00.000-07:00

Lillies from the hubster
Flowers on the right of the pic are from Michael
and the flowers on the left are from Ashley Stuart and boys

Orchid from David and Vicky and children.

Today hubster and i have been married for 32 years who would have thought we would still be together after all this time, i just want to stay I love you and thankyou for sticking by me when my illness took over, Our children have all sent us beautiful flowers and David (oldest son) had booked a week off work so he came and spent some time with me, I so love my family dh and i are just so damn lucky:)

Some more pics

2010-05-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

Lewis the big.. big brother having a cuddle with Jamie

Ashley cuddling her two youngest boys

with Auntie Lou looking on

Uncle Mike cuddling his namesake

Auntie Vicky having a cuddle with her new nephew

Mummy with two of her boys

Whats this you've brought home mummy?

Tired Lucas after doing the garden with grandad

Introducing my newest grandson

2010-05-27T09:27:00.000-07:00

Here he is and hes a little stunner or should i say a huge stunner as he was NINE POUNDS AND FIVE OUNCES ..... and we didnt expect that LoL anyway here he is,

Ashley and Stuart have named him James Michael but she wants him known as Jamie, I think its a beautiful name (hes named after her youngest brother Michael James)

Grandsons

2010-04-13T14:48:00.000-07:00

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Pirates

2010-03-28T10:56:00.001-07:00

Baby belly, Lucas, mothers day and the dogster

2010-03-17T16:19:00.000-07:00

First off is my beautiful daughter... seven months pregnant,

i cant believe shes seven months already,

Lucas aged 14 months swimming (without water)

Flowers off Mike for mothers day

Flowers off David he also bought me a book.

The dogster!!!

Me

2010-02-20T08:59:00.000-08:00

Its my birthday today i cant believe that i am 51 it doesnt seem real at all, its not that long ago since it was my mother that was 51... I am have however very blessed to have the family that i have.... a beautiful daughter and two wonderful son's and a husband that adores me that's what makes me feel very blessed, they have all been round today with flowers and gifts there has been a steady flow of people its nice when friends and family remember..

Tomorrow dh and i are going around to Ashley's for dinner and she tells me shes bought a birthday cake... mother is also coming so thats good we can all be together, well thats about it today only one thing left to say and thats

Happy Birthday to me :)

Eighty Years Old

2010-01-24T13:15:00.001-08:00

Hee Ashley scowling again!!! she does smile

but lately i seem to catch her pulling a face
Cutting the cake

Happy 80th Birthday mum i and

the family love you so much ☻

wordless thursday

2010-01-21T12:50:00.001-08:00

Ashley 22 week baby belly

2010-01-10T12:45:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was Lucas's 1st birthday

2010-01-09T06:40:00.000-08:00

Yay I am one today:}

Caterpillar birthday cake!!

I have to say this cake was so yummy :D

How fast has that year gone??

Happy Birthday Lucas our little sweetheart,
One today

Joshua is five years old.

2010-01-07T14:50:00.000-08:00

This little boy is five today
Just look at him now it only seems like yesterday
that Joshua was born.
Happy birthday sweetheart
I love you.

Snow day

2010-01-05T08:13:00.001-08:00

Okay to start with the date is still wrong on the pic's

but just look at all this snow, we havent had it like

this for years and years even the schools have been closed!!

Happy New Year 2010

2009-12-31T11:07:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year

may you all have health and peace

In 2010

Lewis in the snow

2009-12-28T07:26:00.001-08:00

A very dear friend made this

for me isnt it just wonderful!!!

Lucas wanting grandads cup of tea:)

Lucas wrapped and ready to go home:)

Our Christmas...

2009-12-28T06:44:00.000-08:00

First off is Ashley she is now

twenty weeks pregnant!!!!!!!
My mother who goes by the name of Nanna LoL

Ashley and Stuart's beautiful family

Mike and me he didnt get

dressed till almost lunch time,

Lucas walked from his mummy

to his uncle Mike
Lucas's new bike

Stuart and Lucas chillin' in the conservatory

Mummy and daddy helping

Lucas unwrap his gifts!

Ashley and Lucas

Grandma Lucas and Mummy.

Grandma and her angel Joshua

It really was lovely to see Joshua

i dont see him very often

I had to keep some of the gifts

in hiding in the conservatory

The childrens stockings

Just some of the gifts to dh and ds and

of course a couple for me

Its been SNOW much fun

2009-12-21T11:11:00.000-08:00

Mummy putting Lucas's coat and boots on

ready for the trip home!!

Lucas finally got Grandads tea HA

Lucas wanted Grandad's mug of tea

The boys came to visit yesterday how fun

they loved traveling by sled:)

O Christmas.... tree O Christmas tree......

2009-12-09T15:10:00.000-08:00

And it wouldnt be a post without

my little doggie watching over now would it?

Lewis helped dress the tree and he

had the job of putting the Angel on top

I love to dress the fireplace

not quite finished yet

Not a very good picture not sure

what i have done to my camera
we well hubs bought a new tree its a slimline
one not sure if i like it or not yet!

Fourth grandchild

2009-11-15T13:13:00.001-08:00

Grandbaby number Four:)
Of course the date is still wrong on the pictures HA.

Ashley
is measuring at 14 weeks gestation!!!

You can just see a little round belly

Operation shoulder

2009-11-07T14:37:00.000-08:00

I had the shoulder operation on the 5th November

I got up at 4.30am mum came for me at 5.30am and took

me to the

hospital, it took over an hour to get to

the hospital and onto the ward

I have to say i was scared... very scared, I met the

anesthetist he was lovely

and tried to put me at my ease, the surgeon came

to speak to me also

and he was great telling me exactly what he was going to do,

the best thing was

I was first down to theatre i was there at 9am the operation went well

but i am extremely sore

and in quite a lot of pain, the nurse is coming on Monday to change

the dressing and i am doing the exercises that i have been given

if you read this please

just say a little prayer for me that i recover quicker

than the three months that they have stated, thank you:)

This picture shows were they went into my neck

at the moment its very sore from inside and feels

like i have a very sore throat:(

Pirates skeletons and a little pumpkin

2009-11-01T10:32:00.000-08:00

Lewis as a scary skeleton!!

Stuart Lewis and Lucas last night they

had a great time trick or treating, they looked fabulous!!!

One of Gods glorious creations

2009-10-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

I saw this beautiful rainbow yesterday i

havent seen a rainbow for absolute years

This child is oh so cute i cant help myself

i am always kissing him and giving him

grandma hugs:)

Applejacks

2009-10-17T14:18:00.000-07:00

Going into Applejacks fields of corn
We all went we had a fabulous time

These two live there and seem very
happy HA ,

The sun was shining right into the camera

but Lewis is there somewhere LoL

Firing the air gun was really
loud

Lucas was very good he seemed to enjoy too,

Lewis at work ha.

This was so funny Stuart spent more time on his bum.

The haunted pond!!!

Spooky

Verrrrryyyy spooky !!!

Me and hubster:)

Lucas taking it all in...

We even went on a tractor ride it was dark by then

it was absolutely brilliant as the tractor was being driven there were ghosts and gouls

jumping on the trailer and scaring the living daylights out of us all HA.!!

I love October..

2009-10-02T11:27:00.000-07:00

And this is my lovely Ashley 6 weeks and

6 days pregnant with her 3rd child but our fourth

Grandchild...

Any money in this???

Can i grandma???

Mmm he spys my crocs

Throwing my crocs ..

There he goes..

Almost there.. Ha.!!

This is his journey into the kitchen...

I sure do love taking pics of my grandchildren

this is what Lucas was like at lunch time..

Spaghetti teeth..

2009-09-26T13:17:00.000-07:00

Lucas playing pull grandads hair HA!
Spaghetti Teeth

Lucas is brilliant at eating lumpy food

this was just good photograph material LoL

We are going to be ....

2009-09-23T15:45:00.001-07:00

Grandparents again

i am soooo excited!!!

Dr Chopra

2009-09-21T10:26:00.000-07:00

Dr Chopra .....

Is a wonderful consultant i saw him again this morning over the pain in my shoulder he showed me the scan results and its one bone rubbing on the other bone thats causing me pain, he also said that a surgeon is doing this kind of operation in our local hospital and i may be able to have it done key hole surgery within three weeks ..... I cant wait to be without pain and just before Christmas too.... how wonderful is that?

Tombola

2009-09-19T16:14:00.000-07:00

Today we all went to St. Thomas Tombola

we had a great time even though it rained...
Lewis throwing wet sponges at
Mr Foster the head master

Poor man was wet through i wouldn't

be surprised if the poor man had

a dose of flu on Monday HA

This was the next thing Lewis had a go on

he loved it, wish i could

of had a go it looked so much fun.....

Flipping upside down

he was really good at this HA

Friday

2009-09-18T07:17:00.001-07:00

Yummy gingerbread man

Tastes good....

That dont half taste good thanks grandma...

First day at school

2009-09-13T05:09:00.000-07:00

Ready to go....

Joshua first day at school he looks so grown up

I cant believe hes nearly 5

September 11th

2009-09-11T15:54:00.000-07:00

A 24th Birthday today

2009-09-09T11:17:00.001-07:00

Today my baby boy is 24

it only seems like yesterday that

i brought him home from the hospital,

Here he is opening his cards.

Michael was very much a cry baby till he was four years old, i always said if he had been my first i would probably never had any more children, but i most likely would have, i was born to be a mother and a wife its what i am good at i never wanted a career was always happy to be a SAHM, i am so happy that all three of my children are well balanced happy and genuine people.

Tinkle on the Laptop

2009-09-07T16:05:00.000-07:00

Tinkle on the laptop........

And Lucas this lunch time..... have i mentioned

i have him for an hour and a half while his mummy works
at the school.....we have a great time, hes learning to

turn around, if i put him in one place

i only have to turn my back and hes

somewhere else..... i am thinking

i am going to have to watch him very closely HA!!

Lucas and fan

2009-09-04T12:06:00.000-07:00

Lucas is starting to try and crawl...
But he is totally besotted with my.....

Conservatory ......

FAN.....

Surprising that a fan be of such facination to a little boy :)

One of my favourite things

2009-09-03T15:16:00.001-07:00

My husband came home from work

this evening with these, my favourite

Lillies

I of course am thrilled:)

I love my husband very much he is just so thoughtful.

Lewis making chocolate cakes

2009-08-30T14:04:00.000-07:00

Lewis washing his hands just before......
he started to make some chocolate cornflake cakes

mixing the chocolate in.....

still mixing.....

The best bit is licking the spoon and bowl

this is just so yummy...

Greece

2009-08-24T08:42:00.001-07:00

My oldest son David and the children

Joshua and Brandon being pirates

Isnt he just so cute

I just had to show this one i found it quite amusing

Joshua and Leah

Our little Joshua

Gullivers world

2009-08-23T14:32:00.001-07:00

Lewis and Chloe'

Lewis and his two girlfriends HA!!

I just had to show this pic its so cute

Pulling the shed down and birthday cake

2009-08-22T14:05:00.001-07:00

This was delivered to my house friday afternoon

This is what the skip was for dh decided to
take down the shed at the bottom of our garden

Lewis and his daddy helping grandad knock it down

There we go almost down

Nearly.......

Down

Taking the roof to bits

Ashley taking pics of herself HA !

Ashley taking pics of me i dont like

having my picture taken i am looking old

Husbsters birthday last thursday

but we waited till today for his cake

Hee waiting to blow the candles out

Actually blowing the candles out,

Lewis couldnt wait to sample the cake

New Shoes

2009-08-19T13:43:00.001-07:00

I went out yesterday and bought me some shoes

I love new shoes

Swine flu

2009-08-10T11:35:00.000-07:00

My youngest son Michael has Swine Flu, he came home early on Saturday evening after being out all Saturday afternoon and early evening he felt quite poorly anyway he spent all day Sunday in bed and this morning he felt worse so we rang the NHS Direct and they forwarded us to another number he explained his symptoms and low and behold hes got the Swine Flu, i had to go to our local hospital to collect the Tamiflu tablets for him hes already taken his second dose with two lightly boiled eggs and a soft brown bun lightly buttered, he is now sleeping and sweating profusely. I hope he feels better tomorrow and i hope i don't catch it as i have to have an MRI scan in the morning as i need an operation on my shoulder either to clean it out or shave some off the bone so the joint can move a little more freer,

My boys

2009-08-09T14:03:00.000-07:00

Brothers and cousins:)

Left to right Lewis Lucas and Joshua

Cousins, i just love my little boys
Yesterday David brought Joshua to see me and to bring a birthday gift for hubby its not his birthday yet but David and family went to Greece last night he text me at three am this morning to tell me they had all arrived safely:) It was lovely to see them i just feel i dont see enough of them sadly.

Jack

2009-08-07T14:09:00.000-07:00

In the cemetery

Candle light vigil

The kids setting off the balloons in the park

This morning hubby and i went to a friend of ours sons funeral Jack he was seventeen and died last week he had contracted meningitis, there were 750 seventeen/eighteen year old's came to pay their last respects, the funeral was very touching, Jacks older brother made a speech it was lovely and a real credit to Iain, we even saw some of the girls and lads that we used to knock around with over thirty years ago we all went to show our support to Ian and his wife,

I know that last week the kids all went to the park and held a candle light vigil and a day or so later the same kids went to the park to let hundreds of balloons off with messages attached, All the kids that turned up looked very smart and all had red roses a few of them had single white roses so beautiful. So i have to say Rest Easy Jack you were loved, today certainly showed that.

Sleepy Lucas

2009-07-30T08:43:00.000-07:00

He played hard so hard he fell asleep!!

He loves to play.

He's a chatty little chappy.

And of course my little Tinkle:)

I babysat Lucas this afternoon

Nanna's and great grandchildren

2009-07-26T12:59:00.000-07:00

There is a squirrel on the fence here

although with my great photography you can hardly see it :)
I thought this so pretty while we
were on our way out of the park

Lewis in the saucer we took

him to the park yesterday

Of course Lewis with his famous ball

Great Nanna and boys

My mother came this afternoon as did Ashley and the boys

mother loves to see them,

Carrots and park

2009-07-20T12:39:00.000-07:00

Playing football with some other boys

At the park this afternoon

Here he is getting them out carefully

Hubby picking the carrots

Yesterday hubby picked his carrots he has been excited about this for over a week but as he was on call last week he decided to wait and pick them sunday, I cooked them for dinner tonight he loved them:) Soooo today it has been raining on and off but we still thought we would take Lewis to the park we got rained on but isnt that the fun of the school holidays LoL.

Lazy lazy day

2009-07-14T16:28:00.000-07:00

I love Yankee candles

this one is rose and magnolia, just sayin'

And i just had to add this picture

as i love the saying on the board
If you cant see it just click on the pic.

These are the lillies

that i bought me from hubby

Today i didn't get out of bed till 11.30am which i find quite appalling, i slept the morning away:( anyway all i did today was make beds clean the bathroom and swept the kitchen floor, went for a ride with Ashley and Lucas as Stuart was working not too far away and needed some pain killers for the pain in his face, we were only out about half an hour, nothing much else to say except i bought me some flowers and said to the hubby when he arrived home from work Thank you honey for the flowers they are beautiful he doesn't say anything he just looks at me with raised eyebrows Lol,

Another year another birthday

2009-07-12T14:35:00.000-07:00

This picture of dad is on my living room wall

so i can see him everyday,

Today it would have been my fathers 79th birthday, I love and miss that man so much, i had a wonderful childhood and he made that possible, my dad would have been so proud of my children and i often wonder what he would have made of my grandchildren i am sure he would have loved them as much as i and hubster do,
Happy Birthday Dad,

I love you so much and if i had one wish it would be to have you here again.

Grandchildren

2009-07-11T13:10:00.000-07:00

Joshua and Lewis they play wonderful together.

Lucas

Grandchildren are so precious to me my family is my life, i live for my husband, children and my grandchildren, okay now i have gushed about my little family i have to talk about Stuart, his face is an absolute mess today it was bad yesterday but today its even worse he cant see through his left eye and hes having a few problems with pain i feel so sorry for him,

My dh is on call as from yesterday till next thursday so this saturday evening i am on my own with the dog sat it the conservatory and the rain is belting down it sounds wonderful on the glass roof, hubby will more than likely be very late due to the rain. I had dinner with Ashley and Stuart and Lewis and Joshua came for a couple of hours to play with Lewis they play wonderful together its a joy to see,

Smack in the face

2009-07-10T13:10:00.000-07:00

Stuart with two black eyes and broken nose.
Stuart, Ashleys SO has worked a lot of hours this last week as hes been on call, he was on his last job of the shift and the hose smacked him full in the face the poor man has a broken nose and two black eyes he is in so much pain, fortunately he was working down the road from a hospital so he was rushed to the ER and had a cat scan to determine what sort of damage has been done, hes home now but really is in an awful lot of pain,

Sunday

2009-07-05T13:43:00.000-07:00

Lewis shouted "Grandma" and took this!!!

Lucas is teething and the frozen yoghurt is soothing

he adores it:)

Lucas eating strawberry yoghurt

Lewis and Lucas together

Popped round to Ashleys and saw Lucas sitting there:)

The blue bowl and potpourri

Lewis eating his apple

The bluey/green Cushion
if you tilt it it looks purple i love them

Today the sun was shining well it was this morning hubby mowed the front lawn came through to the back and it rained very hard however it has still been hot hot and very hot, mum and Ashley and the boys came for dinner as Stuart was working on call shift and my mother is on her own and usually comes Sunday saves her being alone, and that's about it for today nothing happened just pretty boring really. Thursday i bought a new glass table to put the TV on its a lot nicer than those wooden tables i had in there, Then on Friday i nipped to Next and bought a blue bowl and some potpourri it has a gorgeous scent, my new cushions came from Thailand they are a greeny bluey silk and i love them they really tie in with the rug.

Hot hot and hotter

2009-07-03T03:52:00.000-07:00

Mummy and Lucas having tummy time, ha

Tummy time:)

Sitting with Grandma

Sitting up for the first time, clever little boy

and hes not even six months old, ha

The weather has been so hot here its been sweltering, I am sure i have been melting, just for the record i much prefer the rain AND its raining here today as well as being very humid, the other day when Ashley was round here Lewis sat up on his own for the first time that was so exciting for him i dont think it will be too long before hes crawling as he wants to be off, Later today i am going to nip to the shops to buy a ceiling fan for Michaels bedroom, it get's very hot in there even in the winter and he has trouble sleeping, so thats what i am up to this afternoon.

Fathers day treat.

2009-06-28T14:02:00.000-07:00

Not a very clear picture of where we went

"Taybarns"
Hubby and kids being silly:)

Ashley and Michael, Mike is frowning LoL

Chatty Lucas:)

Hubby and Mike dont look very happy here ha

Me and Lewis hes eating ribs here.

Lewis and his cheezy grin

Ashley i think this is a good pic of her.

The boys in Mikes car,

Ashley Lucas and i went in her car

We had a lovely time this afternoon we went to Taybarns, it was hubsters Fathers day treat, you can eat as much as you want there some people were continually going back for more, i had fish and salad and chocolate cake, the cake was absolute HEAVEN, Lewis even came back with a bowl full of chocolate buttons, if i hadnt of already eaten chocolate cake i would have tucked into the buttons, I even brought some chicken home for Tinkle ha.

I have joined

2009-06-28T06:37:00.000-07:00

Technorati and i have to put this code on the post rh32fq7m5k, this is the only way i know how, I am not very computer savvy unfortunately, on another note we are going out today for dinner so i am looking forward to that, will post pics later,

Not much except

2009-06-27T12:01:00.000-07:00

just had to pop in another of Lucas:)

Lewis Joshua and Lucas with me:)

Ashley and boys

My little girl with one of her little boys,

Didnt do much today except a little vacuuming upstairs bit of laundry, went to Ashleys though as Joshua came to play.... how i love that little guy, i cant believe how lucky i am to have three sweet grandchildren,
Tomorrow we are going out for lunch for fathers day we are celebrating a week late as Stuart was working last sunday and hubby was working the saturday, I have been watching tributes to Michael Jackson on and off all day he was an awesome singer and dancer a terrific showman and its so sad that he has died aged 50, I mean thats my age...... what more can i say?

Sports day

2009-06-25T12:51:00.000-07:00

Ha me with my shades on and Lucas,

Mummy and Lucas

Lewis with the navy cap on

Lewis is again on the left

Lewis is the kid on the left of the picture

Now it wouldnt be a post would it without Lucas :)

Today was sports day for St Thomas's school they held it on the school field which isnt very far away from where we live, not far to walk :)) We had a great time watching Lewis and the rest of the infant school, the sun stayed out so that was great for us all, of course i took the trusty camera and took loads of pics only thing was i hadnt a clue what i was photographing as the sun was facing us practically all afternoon anyway they werent too bad although a little far away, anyway here are the pics:)

Early morning

2009-06-23T02:00:00.000-07:00

The rug, Tinkle seems to like it ha

The clock, looks loads better than the other one i bought,
I got up early this morning went to retrieve my parcel from the sorting office then went to exchange the rug i bought yesterday i exchanged it for a bigger one, I am happy now it looks very nice down in the conservatory I also exchanged the clock i bought at weekend didnt like the other one on the wall it was too big the one i have now is perfect for the little wall i wanted to put it on, This afternoon i have to be at the hospital by 2pm for physio on my shoulder dont really want to go but i have to and seeing as its just after 10am nothing else has happened today ha.

Fathers day

2009-06-21T15:53:00.000-07:00

Stuart the boys daddy just got in from work here he is

talking and making his beloved boys laugh,

There are no photographs of Ashley today as she said

she felt minging, she didnt look it she actually looked lovely,

This is where Lewis's ice cream cone

ended up at the dogs bowl ha,

Grandad bought us all an ice cream cone

Lewis's was bubble gum flavour ha.

Michael bought his dad some jeans

David with his dad this lunchtime,

Flowers i got for my dad,

Today is Fathers day so i went to the cemetery with some flowers for my dad i picked mum up on the way we stayed there for a little while after i put flowers at dads grave i was taking the old flowers that mum put there in the week in one of the trash baskets while walking past some more graves i saw six people buried there that i knew its scary as two of them were my age:(

We tried to find a friend of my dads grave he died two years ago, When i dropped mum off at home i shot off to the Argos store (the big one) the other side of town for the clock i was after for the conservatory bought it brought it home put it on the wall but its wayyyyyy too big so i am going to repack it and take it back tomorrow.We are all going out for dinner next weekend as Stuart was working today and hubster was working yesterday so we all thought next week would be good:)

Lights

2009-06-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

Today i collected the lights i ordered online last night, we had a job to get the box in the car we ended up taking the lamp out of the box giving the box back to the store to dispose of then just bringing the lamp home it was quite funny looking back on it, I also bought a vase that looked lovely in the shop but i got it home put it on the table and i dont like it so hopefully i will take it back to the shop tomorrow and i am hoping i can get my money back, I have ordered a lovely teal rug for the conservatory but shes going to ring me when it comes in next week,

We went to QS factory and we were so disappointed its really changed and all that was in there was rubbishy stuff so disappointing:(

Finished

2009-06-18T15:00:00.001-07:00

I bought some new cushions they arrived today,

they are a perfect match to the sofa's

The finished floor doesnt it just look better than before?

This is the hallway just before it was grouted,

The conservatory and the hallway is finished Chris did a brilliant job and i just love what he did, he worked so hard he never stopped except for the few coffee's i made for him, anyway this is the finished job. I have just ordered a new lamp for the conservatory i collect it tomorrow I will do that in the afternoon on our way to the next town as Ashley and i are going doing a little retail therapy ha.

Conservatory

2009-06-17T10:51:00.000-07:00

This quote i got from a shop off ebay i love it if you cant

see what it says its my favourite quote

LIFE isnt about waiting for the storm to pass

its about learning to DANCE IN THE RAIN.

Chris the best tiler in the country:)
Almost finished and looking good!

Today Chris the tiler came hes already done the floor in the conservatory hes coming back tomorrow to grout them and also to tile the hallway that shouldnt take him long as the hall is only very small,

My Princess

2009-06-16T02:46:00.000-07:00

This is Ashley with her brothers she was just over two years old here.

Is having another birthday today its her 26th birthday and i love her more and more each year of her life, shes grown into a beautiful compassionate young lady who has fantastic family values and i am so very proud of her,

Lucas

2009-06-14T03:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday afternoon Ashley came around with Lucas of course i had to get the camera out and take some pics i got some great shots of him, he just loves the camera ha,

Saturday 13th june

2009-06-13T05:24:00.000-07:00

Of course i just had to share this

its just to the left of my kitchen door

it looks so beautiful and i am just loving the colour.

These two pretty flowers Lewis picked from someones garden

and brought them to me as a present

how sweet that child is, even though he picked them from someones garden ha.

These are hubby's carrots, potato's and lettuces he cant wait to pick the carrots,

its so funny to watch him he checks them every evening when he comes home from work, the lettuce's we have been munching and oh boy are they tasty:) he usually grows tomatoes but hasnt done this year sadly, oh how i miss his tomatoes:(

Today i was up early as i had to go to the post office and collect a parcel that had been delivered yesterday but somehow i missed the postman :( so i went at 9am when the post office had just opened the parcel was something i saw on ebay and had come all the way from America i love it, it looks perfect in my kitchen, In case you cant see it it says :~

FAMILY all because two people fell in love,

I love it and its a perfect quote for my family:)

30th Birthday

2009-06-06T08:54:00.000-07:00

Its one of my babies birthday today, David is 30 OMG i cant believe one of MY children is so old WOW, I have been on the desktop pc with the scanner and tried to scan some of his baby pictures but sadly it wont let me, not sure whats wrong with the scanner:( anyway i have some recent pics of him so they will have to do. Happy Birthday David I love you very much and you have made me so proud of you, thankyou for being my son,

31 Years

2009-06-04T04:32:00.000-07:00

This is us 31 years ago, oh how young we were HA,

Flowers off my darling hubby,

I just had to show the flowers at the bottom of our garden,

These flowers are from our oldest son David,

These flowers are from Ashley and Michael

Yesterday the 3rd June was our 31st wedding anniversary, I love my husband more today than i did when we got married, i remember when i was getting married everyone said it wouldnt last well we have the last laugh as we have lasted i cant say we havent worked at it as with me being Bipolar i must have been a nightmare to live with BUT he and i have done it so a big HA to the ones that had their doubts all them years ago, Hubby nipped home from work yesterday morning to give me a huge bunch of Lillies they are gorgeous then the children had flowers delivered as well so my living and dining room have the beautiful perfume of the lillies its absolute heaven:)

Orla Rose

2009-06-02T08:48:00.000-07:00

How beautiful is Orla Rose

On saturday my best friend in all the world's daughter had her fourth child, she had another girl and she is beautiful, i love her already and i havent even met her yet, Orla Rose is Lynsey's third daughter she already has Nicole aged 9 Cameron aged 7 then there is Tegan shes three in October and last but not least is Orla Rose i just adore that name and i think it suit's her,

Lucas and sunshine,

2009-06-01T08:01:00.000-07:00

Lucas and Grandma

I first of all spent all morning at the hospital, for those of you who dont know i have had a painful shoulder for about ten years, I blame my job (well the job that i had) so every so often i have to go and have cortisone injections in the burser, (sp) i drove to the hospital for 8.30am and arrived home at NOON the consultant had me swinging my poor arm all over the place the pain is awful, then i had to go for x-rays so i wait in the x-ray department for thirty minutes get undressed put one of those silly gowns on that are open all down the back, i bet the nurses have seen more butts than they have had hot dinners LoL, so i have my x-rays and get dressed then i have to go right over the other side of the hospital to reawait seeing the consultant so i sit and i wait and i wait till eventually the consultant calls my name in i go he looks at the x-rays on his pc (I think thats rather clever actually) no more having to carry the x-ray films... anyway he says there is no calcification which i am happy about, its a small bone pushing down into the muscle and thats whats causing the pain he asked me about physio but i tell him it didnt work before, anyway he still wants me to have some physio treatment, he then offers me a cortisone injection i agree to this as last time it did help, so he does the injections there and then and WOW the first one hurt like a bitch, the second one wasnt so bad anyway its done now so i am hoping in the next couple of days it finally kicks in I am just about done with the pain and not being able to lift my arm comfortably,

I had a lovely surprise this afternoon Ashley came over with Lucas, i love to see him i fall more and more in love with that little boy everytime i see him:) Of course pictures were taken i wouldnt be Grandma if i didnt take pictures LoL,

Sunshine and paddling pool

2009-05-29T16:14:00.000-07:00

Today i had both boys today because Ashley and Stuart, David Michael and Stuarts dad John went to pay their last respects to Roy his funeral was at Saint Catherine of Sienna in the next but one village, anyway the boys had such a good time at grandmas Lewis played in the paddling pool and Lucas even had a good time as he sat on my knee and we played LoL

A picture says it all,

2009-05-27T15:11:00.000-07:00

Lucas

2009-05-24T16:24:00.000-07:00

I am going to put a picture up of Lucas cant remember if i have already done it once if so forgive me but hey he deserves to be shown again as hes so darn cute, Ashley was in the kitchen and when she came back into the living room this was what she saw LoL

Ben 10

2009-05-19T17:07:00.000-07:00

Lewis came round after school today with his new outfit on Ben 10 is his absolute fave hes got all sorts of stuff to do with Ben 10 here is in his outfit:)

Window Blind

2009-05-18T13:20:00.001-07:00

This morning i had a new window blind fitted i think it looks rather nice, cant really see the colour here but its a mixture of brown, beige and black with chrome ring inserts, i rather like it, it kind of finishes the window off,

Med's,

I have been reducing my Carbamazepine bit by bit over the last couple of weeks till its out of my system i am having a little bit of a hard time suffering from terrible paranoia i hate feeling like this cant even bring myself to get out of the house even for a little while, its going to be the 23rd May when i can start to take the Lithium i just hope this is all worth it

Another lost tooth

2009-05-12T08:21:00.000-07:00

And last but certainly not least is my

beautiful Lewis without his two front teeth,

New ipod docking station was a bargain from amazon

Our wisteria its so gorgeous to see,

Lilly of the valley in bloom it sends off a terrific scent,

right outside my back door, just perfect!

Clock off E-bay mum hates it,

i like it and its in MY kitchen ha!

This is the steak pie i made yesterday it was so yummy!

Lewis lost another tooth yesterday he brought it home from school in a paper towel , this tooth fairy is very busy little lady:(
My clock came yesterday also and today i have put it up in the kitchen above the kitchen door so now i can keep looking up there for a reason ha, every time i am in the kitchen my eyes automatically go up towards that space were the other clock was even though i knew the clock wasn't there anymore, Also the Lilly of the valley plants that i planted have come up and started to flower they are very pretty and smell divine, yesterday i also made a steak pie for dinner i cooked it in the microwave oven still not quite used to the oven part yet but it turned out okay, also at the same time as the clock i ordered again from Amazon a docking station for my ipod i love listening to music so now i can whilst i am in the kitchen so i am quite pleased with that,

Sunday

2009-05-10T12:54:00.000-07:00

Lewis underneath daddy and hes just grabbed Joshua:)

Lewis on daddy's back, Joshua just escaped

Lewis on Daddy's back, Joshua is underneath being tickled :)

Sunday today my mother usually comes for the afternoon and spends a few hours with us stops her being lonely and i have her all to myself for a few hours which is nice, Joshua went to Ashleys for Tea and to play with Lewis for a while so i with my mother went over to see the boys and to give a few cuddles to my favourite boys i love to see him but unfortunately i dont see Joshua as often as i would like as his mother and me dont get along its very sad its a long story of why we dont speak and i have blogged about it somewhere in August of last year, anyway i took the camera over and took a couple of pics of the boys play fighting with Stuart Lewis's daddy, anyway here are the pics i would have taken more but the batteries ran out:(

Yippee

2009-05-07T06:58:00.000-07:00

And dining table with out anything on it its been full of

stuff for the past two or three weeks.

And it wouldnt be the same had i not shown the shepherds pie;D

This is a pic of the Tassimo which i love, had this for a while,

Left side again with shepherds pie in the oven

this is the first time of cooking something in this oven.

Right side of the kitchen

Of course i had to have a new microwave/oven to go with the new kitchen:)

Have to show this its my new marble kitchen towel holder:)

This is to the left of the kitchen from the dining room door,

This is taken from the dining room door,

My kitchen is finished as from yesterday really all we are waiting for is the cornishes which still havent arrived but everything else is done its been a long three weeks i have to say, i took some pics of it so far to let you see, also walked to town today with Ashley and the baby it was fine walking there and about three quarters of the way back then the ole feet started hurting and are still hurting three hours later I am just so flipping unfit,
I went to see the pdoc tuesday and i am being weaned off the Tegretol and being put on Lithium which i am quite happy about try this med for a change see if it makes me feel any better and maybe stop the mood swings, so starting Wednesday morning i didnt take the morning Tegretol but have to take the evening dose i have to do this for one week then start to reduce my evening dose of Tegretol anyhow we will just see how that goes, well thats about all really its a nice day today after having high winds and lots of rain but the weather doesnt bother me unless its stiffling hot and then i cant cope i must be the typical English girl LoL.

Kitchen so far

2009-05-01T03:07:00.000-07:00

This is the kitchen so far If i ever mention having a new kitchen please oh please stop me and get me to stop and think of all the darn mess,

today i recieved a George Foreman grill its HUGE and not like i thought it was there is only three of us for goodness sakes so i am thinking i will send it back, I buy loads of stuff from Amazon its a great place to shop at but this i think i WILL send back and reorder a smaller one,

but bigger than the one i have already got...

Oh well thats todays news will take a pic of the kitchen tonight when the tiler has done what hes done today i am going to put some pics up of the kitchen so far though , as you can see the washing machine is in the dining room:(

Kitchen

2009-04-27T02:10:00.000-07:00

Last monday we had a new kitchen fitted it took four days and was very stressful for me i think with that happening and Uncle Joes funeral it all got a little too much for me, anyway we managed to get over that and today i the tiler is here see how long it takes to tile the walls i am also having the floor tiled too i bought those floor tiles last saturday on a whim i might add, Tomorrow morning Bev my therapist (new) is picking me up at 10am and taking me to the hospital were they have a gardening section so we are going to see what thats like and if i like it i can go each tuesday its supposed to be very theraputic anyway we will see, will post a pic later of the kitchen and how far the tiler has got,

Lewis and his tooth

2009-04-25T14:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday friday Lewis lost his first tooth and promptly swallowed it LoL he wrote a very sweet letter to the tooth fairy explaining what happened and why it wasnt under his pillow, he did still get his £1 so the tooth fairy believed him :)

The sun finally sets

2009-04-18T04:28:00.000-07:00

The sun has finally set on my fathers family there is no one left, it saddens me greatly as my Uncle Joe, dads older brother and the last one died last thursday, his funeral is wednesday the 22nd April @ 12.30pm, for me it was like he was the last link to my father who died when he was 52 almost 26 years ago he was one of the four brothers to die first then it was William about nine years ago he was the second oldest then the oldest died four years ago that was Hugh and now Joseph funny how you always expect the oldest to go first but in our case it was the youngest it just goes to show we are not going to live forever as we think we are when we are children so thats it now all the family is gone,

Good friday

2009-04-10T15:00:00.000-07:00

The boys made plaster paris football boots and painted them

they took these home,

Joshua was on a tractor here picking the balls up:)

this is a paper airplane you had to shoot it into the ring

Joshua loved this he had loads of fun painting

this was a mini that the kids could paint

here is Lewis painting

Here Joshua was painting his portrait

The bubble ring you bring the ring up above your

head and your in the bubble

Joshua on a balancing board

This is a machine that throws balls at the targets

the boys had heaps of fun with that

On Wednesday we went to Underwater in Liverpool its an activity center for children ages 3 to 11, the kids loved it we took Joshua with us too hubby went with Stuart and the boys Lewis and Joshua and i went with Ashley and Lucas like i said the kids loved it after we had been there for a good two hours (we had to leave then because of the car parking place) we took them to Macdonalds, now i dont usually like Maccy D's the food is neither here nor there but the kids chose to go there so off we went, we finally got home around 4pm so we had been out practically all day,

I am still depressed been this way since tuesday its hard for me to get out of bed but i am trying very hard to pick myself up but its quite difficult just hope this depression doesnt last too long...

Sunday 29th march

2009-03-29T15:22:00.000-07:00

Me and Lucas not sure why i cant seem to look nice :(

Taken today it has the wrong date on it not sure why

Ashley and Stuarts family taken last night,

Today we have been so busy getting the kitchen emptied for when the fitter comes to fit the new one which by the way we are not sure when hes coming, hopefully it will be soon we cleaned everything then hubby went around to Ashley's to mow her lawn while Stuart was cleaning out their garage i carried on cleaning the rest of the kitchen then following on into the living room and stairs when DH came back he finished doing the upstairs while i did the bathroom, well i am so stiff now its untrue,

We got a phone call off Ashley did we want to go around for dinner of course i said yes Lol so we showered then got ready to go round, she did a great meal really enjoyed it and of course i took some pics,

Now the one i am going to to show you first is the one they had taken last night as they went to a wedding they had a great time and came away with a great pic,

I have been poorly for over a week but i am finally getting back to being well again i had the horrible flu and it certainly had me over a barrel this time its left me with aching joints which isn't good if you want to get things done :D

Sore throat

2009-03-24T03:03:00.000-07:00

Lucas is now nearly ten weeks old time has gone nowhere.

This is when Lucas's daddy came home from work

The boys just love each other so much,

I have a sore throat today it started last night UGH i must of caught it off my mother :( it really is sore AND i must be getting a cold, now i am so soft when it comes to being ill like this i moan like a baby i just hate colds and sore throats,
Last night i went round to Ashleys to some pictures of the boys ha just cant resist,

Today my new microwave oven is coming today all i am short of is my kitchen LoL,

Mothers day

2009-03-22T06:03:00.000-07:00

These gorgeous lillies are off my lovely hubby,

These are off David

These beautiful roses are off Michael

These flowers are off Ashley

Today is mothers day in Britain and my children have brought me some gorgeous flowers i am so lucky the cards i got are beautiful , David came this morning and brought me flowers and a card and i cried the card has the most poignant words i just burst into tears,
My own Mother is coming for dinner, she hasnt been well for the last two weeks shes had a virus thats next door to pneumonia i have been rather worried because of her age shes 79 although shes a strong woman this has really knocked her for six,
Today is a very cold day very windy and my feet are freezing, well thats all for today,

Traumatic Morning

2009-03-12T04:18:00.000-07:00

I have a traumatic morning this morning hubster had an appointment for physio this morning at our local hospital everything was fine he got up at 7am by 8.15 he was back in bed he had some sort of funny turn... he said he felt faint so sat on the floor next thing his arm shot out from his side and he started to shake i can tell you it really scared me i screamed for Mike who was getting ready for work, i am utterly useless in emergencies, anyway to look at him he had no colour in in face his lips were grey and he looked awful anyway we got him into bed and he fell straight to sleep, I got dressed came downstairs put the coffee on mopped the kitchen floor and all the while i was thinking i should ring the doctor to come out and see him, so that's what i did the doctor said ring 999 i am always reluctant to call the emergency services just in case they think its not a real emergency but i called anyway by the time the lady on the end of the phone said if you have any pets put them in another room and make sure the front door is open the ambulance was here i just couldn't believe how quickly they responded they were very nice paramedics they came in and examined hubs who by now had most of the colour back in his face they put pads on his chest and did a heart examination (his father died at 56 of a heart attack) anyway they think it was low blood sugar that caused it he must have moved too quickly and that's what caused him to faint /collapse, I can tell you i was damn scared, I am not ready to be left on my own, as of now hes still in bed, the paramedics did say they would take him to hospital hubs didn't feel it was necessary the paramedic that was talking to him said if you were my dad i would say just rest in bed BUT if the symptoms come back we will always send out another ambulance anyway that put my mind at rest so as of now hes in bed resting,

I want to say i highly respect our Health Service they are probably the best in the world and i don't say this just because of this morning i say this because of the help i myself have received from them as well as them helping hubster this morning,

Saturday 7th march

2009-03-07T05:20:00.000-08:00

Woke up this morning to my second oldest grandchild and my oldest son David what a lovely surprise i havent seen Joshua for what seems like ages, of course the ole camera came out i just had to have a recent picture of him, dh has gone to the computer fair then to a friends to fix his pc hes gone with Scott hes a wizz with computers,
On another note a fella is coming today in fact hes on his way to have a look at my kitchen i want new cupboard doors i have chosen the colour hes just coming to see what i need, woohoo i am so excited,

last day of February

2009-02-28T16:05:00.000-08:00

Lewis is not camera shy LoL

from left to right, Lewis Lee, Mike, Joel, Lucas

Ashey jayne and Lucas

Grandad and Lewis

I love you Grandad

Its the last day of february who could believe that we are already in March tomorrow, been busy in the kitchen made one loaf and two large cakes with oats its absolutely delish, have had a house full on and off since 9.30am this morning till 5pm this evening could only get cleaned up at five when Ashley took the kids home but i like having a full house sometimes, took some pics of the kids , as i havent been on here for around a week or so,

Birthday

2009-02-20T07:02:00.000-08:00

Well today is my birthday my 50th birthday i cant believe i have reached half a century hubs sent me some lillies my most favourite flowers in the whole world that man just knows me and what i like LoL, Mike and Ashley have given me money so has my mother and my aunt Margaret, I dont want for anything so i am going to save the money until i decide i want something nice, David my oldest son is calling to see me after hes finished work, my friend who is my very best friend since we were 16 has bought me a gift box with Hugo Boss for woman perfume and body lotion it smells lovely, we are going to nip to the supermarket later then i can get some more strong flour to make some raisin bread, as the last one i made was just so yummy:) i will finish this post by wishing myself a Happy 50th Birthday :)

Mine and Tinks new hair cut,

2009-02-13T09:03:00.000-08:00

Mikes new car that i mentioned a few posts back,
Our little doggie with his hair cut

Took this pic myself i look very serious,

Today i took the dog to the groomers when i dropped him off i called off at the new hairdressers just around the corner from where i live hes called David James and has a good reputation in haircutting so i bit the bullet and thought right call in and make an appointment well my lucky day he had a cancelation so i booked my appointment for 2.30 anyway i went in and we chatted about what would be a good cut and easy for me to manage he did it so nice that i have booked myself in again for the 3rd April, of course we had to take pics :)

Hubs has been doing the garden today at the bottom and has really made headway its looking a lot clearer he wants to put the greenhouse down there this summer so that will be nice for us both as i love to potter about in the garden and he likes to grow stuff,

New camera

2009-02-12T08:48:00.000-08:00

As i said yesterday i got a new camera for my birthday i am finding it quite difficult to use but then i have only been trying to work this out last night and this afternoon, Ashley and Lucas was here this afternoon so they have been my subjects while i have been practicing, so here i will put some of them on i took loads so of course i wont put them all on i would probably bore you to death with them, Kelly my T didnt come today she rang to cancel and said she would come tomorrow but i said its okay i am doing fine for the moment so shes coming next wednesday afternoon and for the time being thats okay,Hubs went to the doctors yesterday afternoon and he saw another Dr as ours is on holiday this week anyhow this Dr L (she is a good doctor i have seen her a few times in the past) shes putting his name forward for some physio for his leg and his back she said hes got soft tissue damage and hes still in quite a bit of pain,

My attempt at granary bread

2009-02-11T05:16:00.000-08:00

My new birthday gift Pentax camera

My very tasty granary loaf

So last night i decided to have a go at making granary bread well it turned out great AND tasted great too, i gave Mike some for lunch today with some bacon on and even he said it was nice, i cant believe how good it is, hubby is going to the dentist this afternoon i am going to go with him as hes having a tooth out so i will drive him home, as hes a man i bet he moans about it says how much it hurts men are just not as hard as women hehe,

Hubs has bought me a camera for my birthday we did look into going to Ireland for the weekend but as hes been off work for coming onto three weeks we cant really afford it so he said would i like a new camera anyway it came this morning and is a Pentax its black and very nice cant wait to start using it, its got quite a lot of features though that the one i have been using hasnt, the instructions are all in German and seeing as i only speak a few words in German i panicked anyhow hubs rang the company and they said look on the cd and thats in English doh me, so i have been trying to understand how to work it.... it will probably take me quite a while to understand them so this afternoon i will be trying it out, oh just to add i am still 49 as yet birthday is not till the 20th of this month then i will be the big 50 not really looking forward to that dont know what the heck i am scared of at all like hubs says age is just a number i dont know i just wish i could believe that.

My second loaf of bread

2009-02-09T15:13:00.000-08:00

Here is my second loaf of bread not only did it turn out miles better than yesterdays but it actually tasted waaaayyyy better than yesterdays loaf, its certainly right what they say practice makes perfect...

8th february 2009

2009-02-08T11:55:00.000-08:00

My first attempt at bread making.

this is one of the times that Tink refused

to move he just about cracks me up,

The muddy path we walked along

Hubby carrying Tink,

Hubby and i went for a walk in the woods today with Tinkle, he did great walking just refused around three times but other than that he walked for two hours i was thrilled with him we were all really dirty when we got home we looked like we had all been dragged through the woods instead of walked,

So this afternoon i decided i would try and make some bread with my new bread maker it turned out okay but would have turned out better had we not undone the lid while it was rising,It did taste very nice though,

Its started to snow here this afternoon and while writing this blog at 8pm its still snowing wonder if it will stick by tomorrow or will i wake up and its all gone....

Lucas and Friday and breadmaker

2009-02-06T06:06:00.000-08:00

Well its Friday so soon the weeks are flying by again and i have actually managed to do a little bit in the house today i have washed the kitchen cupboards down cleaned the kitchen window done a load of laundry made the beds cleaned the bathroom so its all good today, I have also bought myself a breadmaker this is probably just another whim but i cant wait to use it and have that lovely fresh hot bread smell through the house:) I had a look for one when i went shopping the other day but they didnt have any so wednesday evening i had a look online in the argos catalogue and found one there its a nice looking maker well i havent seen very many but it looks nice to me,

Ashley has taken some more pics of Lucas and i must say they are really lovely hence i have to post them here :D

more pics of Lucas

2009-02-05T08:41:00.000-08:00

Hes just so beautiful

So beautiful

Brotherly love

Auntie Becky Ashleys best friend from school,

Thursday 5th Feb

2009-02-05T02:46:00.000-08:00

This crib that Lucas is in its 30 years old

i actually had it when David was born and

hes 30 in June of this year.

Well i have already done a big long post but i lost it :(

Tuesday i went to see my new pdoc hes quite nice hes one for explaining everything i was in there from 3.30pm till almost 5pm, hubby and Kelly was with me, anyway i am to keep on with the Tegretol Sertraline reduced to 100mg but going up again another 50mg if and when needed, Seroquel is increased to 300mg i am scared of that one because it makes you fat and i already feel fat or i should say i am fat, it kind of knocks all my self confidence about how i feel about myself, I also of course carry on taking my Thyroxine which at the moment is 125mcg thats not changed since before Christmas, the Zopiclone i have knocked on the head for the time being,

he also talked about putting me on Lithium but that would mean i would have to be hospitalized untill the changeover, so we decided that we stay as we are for the moment which is quite fine by me but i often wonder if my meds were changed it may be for the best as i have been pretty much on this combination of meds for around ten years except for the Seroquel,

On another note its been snowing again today it looked really pretty when i looked out of the window this morning i love to watch the snow falling it always looks so peaceful,

Last night i went round to Ashley's to look after Lucas while she took Becki home her best friend from school Becks car isnt working not till weekend anyway, she also had to nip to Asda to change the nappies she got when we went yesterday she bought size three by mistake they were huge LoL, Of course last night i took my camera to take a couple of pics of Lucas well i just had to didnt i?

Another snow day

2009-02-02T09:51:00.000-08:00

Holding onto my finger, this is just so cute,

Lucas this morning

This is the mini snowman i made for Lewis :))

I just had to take one of the iccicles

on Ashleys neighbours wall

This is great all this snow i am loving it only problem i have with it is the compacted snow makes ice, well this morning i went round Ashleys to look after Lucas while she nipped to the bank she had just come off the drive when the ice on the road took her and the car into a post so now Stuart has come home from work and has to fix it at his friends garage , anyway Ashley said she isnt driving in the snow anymore LoL,

Mikes friend has had a bump also someone run into him this afternoon and damaged his drivers side door and scraped all across the front somehow, so thats two that we have heard of today, i wouldnt mind but we hardly ever have snow this side of England and the gritters havent been out last night,

On a happier note Mike is supposed to be getting his new car tonight i am excited to see it hes traveling to Yorkshire for it providing the roads are okay.

We are having a snow day YAY!!!!

2009-02-01T15:14:00.000-08:00

We are having a snow day today tonight its coming down quite thick , now here where i live we hardly ever get snow so you see how excited we all get excited when we do, so i took a couple of pictures for prosperity,

Billy's funeral

2009-01-30T07:43:00.000-08:00

At noon today was Billy's funeral the turn out was brilliant he would have been so proud to see all his friends and workmates there to say their goodbyes, His wife H, was very composed he would have been so proud of that also, you could see the pain on her face my heart went out to her and their children it just seems so unfair that a man of his age had to suffer and die the way he did, H, his wife said he would have been glad that he died like he did it was quick and just the way he would have wanted it, such a sad day and a huge loss to his friends and family,

The boss from the factory were we all worked was even there he actually closed the factory for the morning so everyone could go which is a first he has never been known to do that before but then he got on very well with Bill in fact Bill got along with everyone i never knew anyone there that had a bad word for him,