Sunday 27 July 2008

Weather is











Too damn HOT i hate the hot can manage warm but hate hate hate hot,
Anyway on another note i am finally a member of our local costco YAY paid 30 quid for the privilige but hey i wanted to be a member so i paid, now i can go anytime i please which is good because i can actually take Ashley or if my mother wanted to which she wont but if she did i could take her.

Ashley and Stuart and Lewis went out to a black tie do last night they said it was brilliant and really enjoyed it i took a pic of them before they went its a good pic they also took a few more when they got there and they are good also so i will upload them on here.

Going to bed shortly to see if we can cool off up there omg i would be mortified if we had this weather every single day like some countries have it, its horrid!

Saturday 26 July 2008

Sad

My Dad. 1931 to 1983
All i have to say today is i am sad. i have been to the cemetary to put the posy on Dads grave i picked my mother up and we went together. That is all.

Friday 25 July 2008

Got the paint


Got the paint today so apart from shifting stuff out of the living and dining room we are all set for the decorator am hoping to start to shift things this weekend,

Just been to Jackies the Florist to get my dads posy it will be 25 years tomorrow of his death i have even been dreaming about him this week really weird dreams that dont make much sense:(


The posy is really beautiful its purple and white they always do gorgeous stuff there they actually did my wedding flowers 30 years ago, little did i know then they would be doing flowers for dad, its going to be a weekend of remembering this weekend he was an awesome bloke and and a fantastic dad i couldnt have wished for a better dad i just wish he was still alive and could see how the children have turned out i am sure he would be proud,

Thursday 24 July 2008

High

I am as high as a kite today was depressed yesterday afternoon it was horrible and now high today i must be rapid cycling this is just yukk, i hate being like this even dh rang earlier and said your talking too fast try and slow down i cant i am trying but cant,
I have been trying to pay the gas bill on line today and it wouldnt let me so i ended up ringing the company anyway sorted now and i am going to be paying both together as from next week i have had to write it all down because i just know i will forget anyway its written down to remind me, the ladies are coming this afternoon so hopefully that will be a little distraction for me, oh i do hope i have calmed somewhat by tomorrow i hate this bipolar thing i never know whether i am coming or going with this damn disease!

Wednesday 23 July 2008

Wednesday


Nothing happening today havent done anything except make a casserole for dinner, just been at the pc practically all day, with the dog on my knee:)


Ashley has taken Lewis and Mollie to the park with Becki and Lilly, so here i am i could be clearing things up ready for the decorator but i dont feel like it,


So thats my day B O R I N G.

Tuesday 22 July 2008

Exhausting day


Yesterday was such an exhauting day for me but a good day, i went to the gym for 7.30am came back prepared dinner then got outside mowed two lawns weeded the front the only downside to that is the darn ants i hate ants i have a phobia about them yukk i am scared that they will climb all over me that said i managed to do it all, came in and started to iron the ironing pile was up to my knees but i got through it all its not my favourite job in the world but anyway did it all, vacuumed downstairs and polished i was knackered after all that,


we went to bed at 9pm and lights out at 11pm slept till one when the dog woke me to pee :(

Woke again at three am then slept till 11am i have stipped the beds and the sheets are on the line Mother came for an hour then when she went home Mike came in for lunch nipped to Ashleys as she had been grocery shopping she picked up some potatoes for me save me going and thats about it in a nutshell Lol,

Think i may go and shower now here endeth my boring two days:)

Sunday 20 July 2008

Shopping Day

Princess and Daddy
Me this morning before shopping :)

Had a great day today out shopping with Ashley bought lots of goodies stuff for the girls for Christmas i know its early but i saw the perfumes and the underware and thought hey they would be brilliant for Christmas presents so i got em, i also bought a very pretty chest for the bathroom to put my stuff in so its not in sight anymore in the basket its really pretty,





Ashley bought a mirror for her living room shes been after one for ages and we saw it today in Tkmaxx its really nice, she also bought herself some underware because shes outgrown her other with her getting bigger now very pretty stuff that was from Next ,





Well the mouse /mice are still around it/they are driving her crazy i told her shes only got till thursday to suffer with them then the vermin man is coming he will sort them out hopefully by next weekend they will be gone, oh Lord that will make my princess very happy LoL

Saturday 19 July 2008

Busy day

Lewis and Grandad chillin'
Joshua eating marshmallows

Today has been a busy day compared to the days i have had lately, Joshua and David came this morning David has been sorting out some of my bills that i can now pay them on line yippee now i don't have to go to town for the money then faff about going to pay them so that will safe me some time not that i need time saving as i don't do much else Lol

It was lovely to see Joshua i haven't seen him for about three or four weeks hes done me some drawings well they are scans of his hands and feet while David was at work this morning its so cute that he thinks of me:)

This afternoon i saw Lewis he stayed for his dinner i made a steak pie carrots cabbage new potatoes and gravy was nice and for pudding we had cherry pie and custard, he had a shower here after he covered my fireplace in post it notes with a message on for uncle Mike Lol that was funny, I took him home at 8.30pm so i have had a really good day today, most definitely :D
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Friday 18 July 2008

Of mice and men.

Ashleys baby belly 15wks 2days
Well today the mice at Ashleys house are climbing the darn walls in the cavity, poor Ashley is almost climbing them too,

my mother came down armed with another trap this one is one of the ones were they crawl through a tunnel to get at the food then the trap door falls down trapping the mouse /mice inside the contraption we will just see if this works, I hate wishing my life away but for her sake i wish it was next thursday when the vermin man is coming.



On another note i photographed Ashleys baby belly today shes fifteen weeks and two days today and she is showing now which is nice to see,



But going back to the mice its really making her stressed out to the hilt and she isnt eating properly which concerns me greatly so roll on thursday when the vermin man can sort things out for her,

they are taking Lewis swimming tomorrow so that will take her mind off things for the afternoon, Lewis is also coming here for dinner tomorrow so that will be nice for him and for us :)



All being well Joshua and David is comming in the morning for an hour or so i havent seen Joshua for about three to four weeks i have missed him lots.

Thursday 17 July 2008

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Pretty boring

He is actually hugging the tv remote :)
Today has been a funny day not as in funny ha ha though , oh well its nearly over and soon will be Friday,
I was up in the night AGAIN i wish i could just sleep all night even for six hours non stop would be great and maybe i would feel that i had had a restful night but its not to be:(

There isn't much happened today really my groceries have been delivered this afternoon, Ashley and Lewis called off and we just chatted and that's about it really,

Ashley still hears the mouse as i said yesterday they caught one but there is another she is mortified she keeps saying i cant be any cleaner mum which is true she cant but its obviously come in from outside or i should say they Lol

This evening was rather funny in a weird way really she rang me just as i was dishing out dinner and almost cried down the phone mum i have dropped the deep fat fryer and the oil has gone all over the kitchen floor so off i went with bleach in hand and a roll of kitchen paper just a good job she only lives two minutes away across the road :D


Anyhow i got there and she had left things just as she had dropped them you just gotta love her Lol, she was bathing Lewis so anyway with hot water and fairy liquid kitchen roll and extremely hot water i got it all clean so that's my bit of excitement for the day arn't you glad that i am me and you are you?

Dh is asleep on the couch in the other room with the dog so not is it a boring day but a boring evening too!

Wednesday 16 July 2008

Dentist day










I am sure i put Wednesday for yesterday i am going nuts its all the stress i got here at home, must remember to go back and change it to Tuesday,


Went to the gym this morning at 7.30am till 9.15 had a good work out then came home and tried to get all the dust out of the edges of the carpet from what the plumber did oh my lots of little bits of wall all over , went to the dentist this afternoon its going to cost me £200 for treatment i need two new crown's i have had these in for 25 years so thats been two good ones:D

Mr Cooke who did them all those years ago did a grand job, also need one filling and considering i have avoided the dentist for two years thats not bad its just the price that will make a hole in dh's wallet Rofl,


Not sure whether i mentioned that Ashley had a mouse or rather more than one in her cavity wall well they managed to catch one last night in the trap by its leg i worried about that poor mouse all night, I am hopefull it died quick, now they say there is another mouse oh hell i hope they manage to catch it and that dies quick i hate to think of any animal suffering.


If the weather is nice tomorrow i will mow the lawns before i starts storming again as much as i love to watch the rain it makes it pretty awkard to get outside in the garden and do garden stuff. Oh well we will have to see what happens tomorrow.

Fixing day




Well today is Tuesday ... everything that could go wrong did, anyway its sorted now so that makes me feel better the plumber came and fixed the gas pipe and we didnt have to pay as Jack said he would sort that out while he did the damage so that was a relief..




Linda my best friend came over then we went to Ashleys to see her , Stuart her boyfriend is demolishing the bathroom LoL shes having it plastered tonight by Philip Lindas son and my godson, so thats a start to getting things going hes also going to fix the window ledge as thats been funny since they moved in there, I bet when its tiled it will look awesome I am quite looking forward to seeing it be finished and it will be a load of Ashleys mind,




Shes gone for her hair done this morning and i have been to the gym from 7.30am to 9.15 and i just may do the step on the wii this afternoon AFTER i have been to the dentist I hate going but i should i havent been for about eighteen months bad Jayne!




Think i will do some shopping on line now for this week save me going to the supermarket as i hate going and it seems like a waste of my energy especially when one can do it online in the comfort of ones own home . well thats about all for today so far.

Monday 14 July 2008

Disasterous day

Clamatis at the side of the conservatory
Flowers on the right side of the garden

Didnt go to the gym this morning woke eventually at 9am and for me that is far too late to go i like to go at 7.30am, till 9.30am anyway the dog kept waking me to go pee, it is so much like having a new baby living with us twice i had to bring him downstairs,





I did one hour of step this afternoon on the wii and while i am not going to the gym tuesday i will hopefully do an hour then too,





This afternoon Jack came to put me a double socket at the other side of the fireplace well he went through a gas pipe how good eh!!! Now we have to wait and get a plumber we tried to get in touch with Andrew but he just wasnt picking up at all so now i am without gas till goodness knows when, hopefully it will just be till tomorrow otherwise i cant cook anything and its Lewis day tomorrow and he likes me to make a steak pie well i wont be able to do anything like that with no gas.





I wonder somtimes why i bother having these jobs done my living room looks a mess now holes in the wall and the wall paper all ripped, I got to live like this now for about four weeks till the decorator comes.


Oh well such is life i suppose LoL.

Sunday 13 July 2008

Sunday Evening

My little tinkle bob after having his hair cut:)
Lillies outside the conservatory

Sunday today the kids came round for dinner today but before that Scott came and fixed the camera part on this pc and fixed my laptop not much wrong with that i had managed to switch off the internet button silly me, just wanted to show these lillies that are outside the conservatory they are just gorgeous and are one of my favourite colours,




Done some washing today but only my gym stuff hoping to go there first thing in the morning.


Then when i get home i need to collect all the pictures and ornaments and box them up ready for the electrician to come tuesday all being well,




Cant wait for the begining of August thats when the decorator is coming did i say hes charging £800 dh almost dropped to the floor LoL I just said to him well its worth it whatever it costs as then hes not expected to do it when he comes home from work.


well thats all for today not that much happened didnt i say my life is pretty mundane!

Ashley-jayne baby belly 12 weeks.


This is Ashleys baby belly at twelve weeks you can just about see it:) she doesnt look very happy here LoL

Saturday 12 July 2008

Ashley baby belly .


This is Ashleys first scan picture she is four weeks i think here,

Dads birthday today


Today its my dads birthday he would have been 78 years old, i miss him today just as much as i did when he first died, today i have not bought flowers because mum wanted to do it and she doesnt like loads of flowers on his grave, so i said i would buy them on the anniversary of his death which is the twentysix of this month,


We have just had a chinese for dinner saved me cooking anyway.


Tomorrow i am going to cook a goose if its defrosted by morning when i went in the freezer i thought it was duck until i got it out but anyway its not big enough to cook for Christmas hence i am going to cook tomorrow,


dh is working at 5am tomorrow so we will be going to bed early tonight,


Fell asleep earlier for an hour i am so tired lately, wonder if its the seroquel that i have been taking,


I am only going to take 100mg of zoloft today i am going to reduce my dosage from 150mg, see how i get on AND if i lose any weight by taking a little less.




Sunday

Sunday
Well today is Sunday dh is on call and i have played music all day and now my most favourite tune is on 'Happy ' it just always makes me smile,

So we dont still know anything about Ashleys tests may know something this week hopefully, she hasnt seen any more blood when when shes vomited so thats a good sign, The weather has rained today and we have had thunder and lightening its been lovely to listen to boh how i love storms,

Friday

Friday, 4 July 2008



Friday today.
Yesterday was an awful day Ashley spent almost all day at the Edward Royal hospital she has been vomiting blood and rang me at 9.30am to tell me this i urged her to go see her GP which she did and he sent her straight to hospital they were expecting her, she had blood test upon blood tests and still didn't really find anything out:(She arrived home at 8.30pm long long day for her, she has to go to hospital again today so i am going with her for support i am hoping its just a burst blood vessel through retching please if you are reading this please send good thoughts for her .... thank you.I will come back on and write about what happens this afternoon, so until then chow,

Monday Scan day


Today i went with Ashley for her scan of the new baby, it was awesome to see it was very clear i loved it, i got a picture and have scanned it then i can put it up here for you to see,
Not much else to say really went for my tyres on the car pumped up and it needs new window blades also needs the passenger side door window fixing it wont go down something to do with the electrics but Mike will do that for me thank goodness for a mechanic in the family and a good one at that LoL
The decorator is calling off tomorrow at 3pm to give me a price for decorating i want the whole lot stripped and painted and papered so i am expected a price of over £500 but it wont be done again for an awfully long time after that, the electician came this afternoon and he said £60 for a double socket and a single replaced with a double but i have to get back in touch with him to tell him a date to come. well thats about all for now.

Friday today.




Its friday today yesterday i had lights fitted in the soffits of the house looks really nice lit up, Tinkle had his hair cut and i had the groceries delivered was busy day yesterday Now back today i went for my hair cut and am feeling really down again today wish i knew why its so frusterating that a person can feel so low and not know why :(
Going to bed shortly as i am wiped out and dh has just come in from work with all the bad floods with the rain the company he works for has been really very busy,Tomorrow we are going to Rochdale to look at wall paper we think its about time we redecorated the lounge and dining room. not too sure what i want though i know the colour that i want but not design, oh well there are hundreds of designs were we are going so i am sure to like at least one of them.

Tuesday Lewis day




Its Tuesday today and i have Lewis after school he makes my heart melt i love the little guy so much, i made a steak pie as thats his favourite with mash potatoes and carrots and of course gravy, we strawberries afterwards and i had stopped off at the corner shop after therapy to get him some jaffa cakes his fave cookies,
I mentioned i went to therapy well Sarah is lovely and really listens and doesnt preach she sort of chats and gives ideas rather than say i have to do a certain thing anyway shes going to speak with Darren and get him to sort out a Pdoc for me as i am sure its not good for me to be on all this medication,
Its raining tonight and i have been sat in the conservatory listening to it pitter patter on the roof i love it, i am going to do my grocery shopping online after this then i am off to bed to watch the telly ha what an exciting life i lead :>))

Monday start of a new week


Today i have been feeling a little better than i was i found myself laughing three times so thats a bonus for me, I have also managed to cook the dinner and wash the dishes, i also vacuumed our bedroom this morning but thats all i have done dh says thats a big acheivement so i have to believe that, just hoping i can do some more housework tomorrow,


Mmm now i have done something to my laptop because i cant access this blog from there only from the pc in the study dont know what the hell i have done but its completely doing my head in,


I see Sarah tomorrow i am going to hopefully discuss about losing Dr Paul i am sad because i thought i was really going to like him he was changing my meds and thats a good thing (i think)
anyway thats all i have to say for now cant think of anything else to say.

Longest day of the year

Saturday, 21 June 2008

The Longest day.
Today is the longest day of the year and the way i am feeling is more time to be depressed i have been feeling this way since around the 17th june i hate feeling depressed disappointed in myself angry and guilty for feeling this way,We should have gone to a family party last night but i and dh ended up not going i didnt feel up to mixing with people all i wanted to do was go to bed and sleep, which we did, i said i would try and make the effort if he wanted to go and he said no we would stay home and go to bed, i was still awake at 2am this morning and thats after i had taken the seroquel ,Also someone from the psych clinic rang me thursday and said the Pdoc is cancelling all appointments and is not doing clinic there anymore i am gutted i was supposed to go friday and i really needed to see him, now i dont know how long i have to wait to see someone i see Sarah on tuesday so i will tell her whats happened and maybe she can talk to Darren who is the head of the T's.Its saturday today and i am in the conservatory and its pouring with rain it sounds so soothing pattering on the roof, as i have already said i adore the rain does that make me crazy then thats okay because i AM.

My princess


Today is Ashleys birthday she is 25 years old, i cant believe shes turned 25 where in the world has all the years gone i remember when she was born her birth so was easy i could have jumped over a mountain i seemed to have that much energy she was beautiful and 8lbs 12oz i was so proud to have a daughter, she was such a good baby didnt cry very often i was and am blessed,


She is my best friend and i love her so much.

Ouch my foot


This is my foot three days after i hurt it at the gym and hell it still hurts

Bruised foot,

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Wednesday, 11 June 2008

Bruised foot,
Today as usual i went to the gym and had an accident with one of the machines i got my right foot stuck in it omg it hurts so darn much i wanted to cry this morning, i couldnt go to the ER as i was in too much pain to drive so at lunch time i text my best friend who lives across the road would she take me to the ER and she thankgoodness said yes, i dont think she realised how much in pain and how swollen it is, so we spent the afternoon at the hospital had an x-ray then went back to see the triage nurse anyway thank heavens it isnt broken thankyou God its very badly bruised so i now am in a bandage and got crutches i am trying to put it down and walk but it hurts so much, oh well no gym for a week or so i am completely gutted.Ashley is ten weeks pregnant today and she is in agony with her RA she can hardly walk i have repeatedly told her to contact the gp and get an appointment i dont know what anybody can do for her but surely something can be done without harming the baby.Michael has gone to Davids with his birthday cards and gifts hes not opening them till this friday not sure why though.We are going to bed now its only 8pm but dh is tired and i am in pain !

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Today I did manage to get to the gym was awake at 6am at the gym for 7.30 did one hour and a half again hopefully i can get up early tomorrow and do the same, my plate came today with the dish i like and and used it at dinner time didnt eat anything i shouldnt of today so thats two days i have been good, lets hope i can keep this up well we will just see,Been to Therapy this afternoon she said i am doing well which is good to hear managed to get to Asda for some strawberries just straight in and out but still i did it,Had Lewis this evening for dinner i always have him on a tuesday its our time together we have dinner shower then play a game and he usually read's his school book to me but tonight he forgot it, shame really because i love to hear him read.Been to Ashleys tonight shes not feeling very well very sick and her RA has started up again she is in so much pain i feel so sorry for her but there isnt a darn thing i can do for her, I just tidied her kitchen for her and helped her pack a lunch for tomorrow shes going on a field trip with school, I just hope its not too much for her.Oh well better go to bed shortly if i am up again at 6am:>)

This is copying the blog i had before


Omg the weeks are going so darn quick we are already in the second week of June, anyway i am going to use this blog as a ref to me trying to diet, so here goes :~This morning i got up early 6.30am and was at the gym for 7.30am thats the time it opens, so i was there on my own which was good, I did one and a half hours workout and heck the time just flew but i did every thing i wanted to do, ate half a honeydew melon for breakfast which i had when i came back, i have so far drank four glasses of water i am to drink eight per day so the Sparkspeople say, for lunch i am having some pasta and salmon with peppers and mushrooms, and another two glasses of water,For dinner i will be having fish and salad and some strawberries and yoghurt, and of course more water, will call back in here to say how my day went diet wise.
Got in my car the other day and the passenger window wouldnt go down Mike had a look at it tonight and the damn electric thingy has gone in it GREAT, he couldnt do any more to it tonight he hadnt brought the tools home from work to do that so thats a job for tomorrow,
Dh isnt home yet for dinner wonder what time it will be when he arrives,
The weather today is far too hot for me i just cant stand it i went round to Ashleys to help her weed the garden did some actually i finished it then came straight back home because of the heat and anyway it was 3pm almost time for the schools to finish,
Unless there is anything that happens today thats probably about it!

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This morning we went to the meat market and filled up the freezer we do this twice a year then i am not faffing buying supermarket stuff as that works out more expensive to do that, after we came back we went to the local pub for our lunch it was lovely its not often we do this as we have either got the grandchildren with us or the children and its nice to be together once in a while,Lewis is out at the front with Ashley and Grandad hes trying to learn to ride his bike without stabilizers hes doing alright considering hes never rode it before without,The weather is hot today too hot for me to sit in it so consequently i am here in the study were its cool,Ashley is 9 weeks and four days pregnant today taken a picture of her that shows her little tiny baby belly,
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Saturday, 7 June 2008

Saturday 7th June 08
Today is Saturday the 7Th June gosh time is going so fast we are already half way through the year and i still haven't tidied up the spare room, i look at it and think hell i will do it tomorrow:(Need to do some ironing this afternoon and get going with other things but i just don't seem to have the energy at all, Rodney is on a first aid course with work today otherwise he would be here at home, Mike has gone to the Trafford center with Natalie to get something for Davids birthday David only comes back from Spain on Monday so he wanted to collect his cards and presents then so that gives me an extra day or so to get to the bank to get some money out to put in his card,I am so tired again that Seroquel is really doing a good job by keeping me too sleepy to feel anything else, i am drinking my fourth cup of coffee already today and even that's not making any difference :pThe weather here is naff neither sunny or rainy doesn't really know what to do i don't think i do have washing on the line though and am hoping that it will dry, just been round to Ashley's to collect the ironing that shes done for me and am going back round after to collect the rest of it then i have some of my own to do just a few t-shirts i think oh and a couple of shirts,I managed to put a picture of the clematis on this blog at the top how nice that that flower was in MY garden Nipped to the shop at the top this morning to pay the council tax £120 its a swizz i hate paying that bill every month when i think what i could spend my money on and it has to be that :(think i might go lay down in the conservatory for a little while i feel quite sickly, will probably be back on here later to write more boring stuff Lol,Just want to know how can you get lost on a car park?Dropped Mike off at the club hes gone to a surprise party he said go around the roundabout i said no i will turn in the street he said and i quote "no go round the roundabout because you will get lost on the car park" WTF i am 'effin speechless !!!!!Its now 23.34pm and i think i will take my meds and head off to bed although i am not tired, i want to get up early in the morning i want to go to the market for some meat.
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Friday, 6 June 2008

Friday is a special day,

Today is a very special day its Davids birthday and hes wait for it TWENTY NINE how in the world did he get so old?I just text him as hes on his way to Spain on a four day stag do.... no it isn't his thank goodness but someone he knows from the local pub that he goes to, i love that child so much well hes a man now but i still love that child as he still is to me Lol.This morning i slept in till 9am and i probably would have slept longer if i hadn't of had a phone call off Ashley glad she rang though, I went round to hers after i had two coffee's and some cereal i mowed her lawn as i broke her mower the other week went through the darn cable lucky i wasn't electrocuted so i have given her my mower as we do have another one in the bottom shed just cant get at it at least i cant too many spiders in that shed YUCK!Not done much so far this morning except for mowing her lawn i feel tired again could just lay down and go to sleep Lol,I really should be vacuuming the bedrooms oh just been in Mikes shit tip of a bedroom and put him a clean bottom sheet on and even that's knackered me out,I must say though i did sleep alright last night its just the dreams that are weird they don't make any sense but at least the racing thoughts have stopped before i fall asleep,Rodney is doing a first aid course tomorrow that will last all day so i have told Ashley that if the weather is dry i will come round hers and help her with the boarders to her front garden and get them straightened out they are a bit of a mess as they have been left, I think Stu is working hes on call, think that's all so far but it is only 12.30pm .

Well i came back to this blog tonight just lately i seem to be bored shitless i am watching Shark at the moment and next its CSI i love those programs,
I have been taking this here Seroquel and these last two days i have done nothing but eat its just rediculous, I have been on Amazon earlier and ordered one of those plates and dishes thats got the portion sizes on them cost me 41 quid including postage lot of money for a freaken plate but if it helps me with portion sizes it will be worth it to me,
I am terribly hot here in this room hang on i will put the fan on try and cool it down.... okay done.
CSI New York has just started now, i am drinking coffee and eating a twix its just come out the fridge and its good, its no wonder i am putting the weight on:(
There are two bulbs gone in this light in this room they dont half go quick it only seems like i replaced them a couple of weeks ago,
well i am waffling now and probably not making much sense so i will sign off till maybe tomorrow.